Spirit Love

A memory I never had
Is compelling me helpless
Unspoken pure desires for you
... Before my eyes wide shut
Thoughts roll in like waves and tides
Up, crash down, up crash down.
You are calling me love
Your voice is hypnotizing

I feel your soul reaching
A thousand miles away
I feel your spirit pulling
From wherever you are
I feel your mind exploring
In a thought land never traveled
And God tells me
That you are close by

If I only knew
What you want
And how you want it
I would prepare it for you
So when you arrive
I'll be waiting and ready
To give you everything
But I already know

Where you are
What you want
How you want it
How we end
How we begin
How lovely you are
Because how I was made
Just for you

I am waiting patiently
I know you are too
For God to make a way
To the time that we share
To the time that we bear
From the time we start
To the time we part.
I can't wait till we meet

My spirit love, I love you.

... Benjamin Jerome Smith